Lol... Humans are n00bs...

Is it sad that I'm bored with everything here? I mean, my brother told me I would be, but there was a lot of stuff going on this summer and I was having a blast.

Not that I'm not having fun anymore.

I love hanging out, but all this drama and crap going down... It's like, we're OUT of high school, children. Grow up. One of my besties completely bores me, others have moved away and at the beginning of the summer I lost my boyfriend/best friend. My social circle is dwindling and I find I care very little. Because I'm getting out.

I love friends and I love most of the people who are my friends. But I'm so done living here. Just a few weeks ago I was terrified of relocating. Now I'm excited. I will miss a lot of people but I'm bored with the past and being tied to it.

I'm bored with high school dramas and twisted love triangles and stupid, slutty behavior. I'm bored with facebook deletions and over-dramatizing EVERYTHING. I'm bored with "I hate her so she hates me so we hate each other so waahh" and I'm bored with sitting at home during the day and playing Splinter Cell.

Of course I know college won't be completely separate from high school. There will be a lot of immature, stupid people there and a lot of drama because humans NEED it. Because we want our lives to be a movie because that's how we think it's normal to be.

It's not.

I want my life to be serene and happy, like night time walks with Katie.

I'm working towards it, too. That whole not-letting-things-get-to-me thing is a LOT harder than it sounds but I WILL keep at it. And I found out recently that I'm a lot more gifted spiritually than I thought I was. I was told that I was a very gifted healer just two nights ago. And then there's that whole gnome thing...

I met a gnome. I guess I never said that here. But I did. Centaurs, too.

I find it doesn't matter whether or not people believe me. I know what I did and what I saw and I know it was one of the most intense experiences of my life. I know that, if you don't believe me, you just don't know as much as me. You can't see as much as me.

And, hey. That makes me fucking superior.

I hate non-believers. Anything can happen.

We just don't let it.

Humans are inherently selfish, and we're also addicted to failure. It's sad. But we're also very amazing creatures.

We just think too much of ourselves.

It's not that we're less magical than any other being in the universe. We just like to think, since it's not easy to reach that state of awareness, it's not real. And we think we're better than it. Our race is so cocky and young and naive...

And the unseen world is like "Lol... Humans are n00bs."

Wow. How did I get here?

I do digress, don't I?

Huh. I'm gonna go to Katie's now. She's one of the people I'm really going to miss.